a blue day

21541196I don't know why but today is a blue day.  I just feel like crying, but I do not know why I feel sad, and I haven't spilt any real tears yet.



But, actually, I don't mind.  Feeling sad is better than feeling nothing at all, which is what it is like to be depressed--numb to all emotions.



So, today I am thankful to be able to feel sad. 



I know--that sounds weird.  But it is true.  It doesn't mean I want to keep feeling sad.  It just means I am for now a little sad.



1 comment:

  1. "Feeling sad is better than feeling nothing at all, which is what it is like to be depressed--numb to all emotions." I can so identify! Went through a long period of depression at one point--now I'm happy to be sad sometimes. Actually, I'm rarely sad now that I'm a mother. My negative emotion of choice is now irritation and grumbling :) Oh, how we need Jesus at every stage of life and in every emotional state! God bless.

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